crucible (ˈkruːsɪb ə l) [Click for IPA pronunciation guide]
— n
1. a vessel in which substances are heated to high temperatures
2. the hearth at the bottom of a metallurgical furnace in which the metal collects
3. a severe trial or test
I finished my quiz for anatomy of the eye early tonight, so I let myself look through all my you tube comments piling up. Over the years I have posted a lot of videos. The subjects range from magic, interviews, juggling, calligraphy and of course budo.
Reading down the list of comments is a laundry list of insults and degradations. You Suck...you suck...you suck. On some days that is all I hear, about all my art forms.
Years ago when I first started I would burn with shame when I saw these comments. My fragile ego couldn't handle the attacks. Now, as a seasoned performer I see these as badges of honor - marks of achievement.
You see, I have performed among the elite magicians in Vegas. I have trained with top level jugglers. I have a successful martial arts practice, with people I love. My calligraphy is not masterful, but it is my expression of the joy of practice.
The criticisms over the years have burned off any self doubt. I stand now confident in my ability, and always eager to learn and experience more. I see all those criticisms as marks of honor, because at least I am producing. I am contributing to these arts and am not just another invisible critic trying to tear others down.
If Anonymous had any... maybe he would contribute,not just criticize .
ReplyDeleteSomething constructive from Anonymous?
Why that would be...NUTZ !!!
not criticizing.
ReplyDeletejust think he is nutz.
Hey Bro, you think you have some bad comments..
ReplyDeleteI Have been told many times over that what I do is not Aiki. It is however the Path that I have been Chosen. At least you haven't had a comment saying a 1 year old walks better than your students.
"When noble people become poor, they still behave honorably....The characteristics of a noble person is not to be happy with praise, and not to be sad with criticism, but in all things maintain one's good qualities."
ReplyDelete-Sakya Pandita,
"A Jewel Treasury of Good Advice"